I wanna be your lake or your bay
And any problems that you have
I wanna wash ‘em away
I wanna be your sky
So blue and high
And everytime you think of me
I wanna blow your mind

I wanna be your air
So sweet and fair
So when you feel that you can’t breathe
I’ll be there

I wanna be your answer, all the time
When you see how I put your life before mine
With no question

When all the love feels gone
And you can’t carry on
Don’t worry
I’m gonna take it from here
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don’t worry
I’m gonna take it from here

I wanna hold your hands
Review all your plans
I wanna make sure everyone of your dreams will stand
I wanna be your broadway show on review

So I can act out how God was when he made you
I wanna be your lighthouse when you get lost
I’ll light a bright and shining path to help you across
See what I see
And when you see that can’t nobody hold you like me
Cause I love you

And when there’s no one there to hold
And you realize the world is cold
Don’t worry
I’m gonna take it from here
That’s what I’m gonna do
Just as sure as the sun will shine
Every morning, everytime
Don’t worry
I’m gonna take it from here
(I’ll take you whereever you want)

Give me one reason why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving, the time is now
Let’s fly away speeding
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet breathing of love surrounds

Give me one reason
Why we should not be leaving
This world is so deceiving
The time is now
Lets fly away speeding
(We’ll fly away)
Through the Garden of Eden
Where all the sweet and breathing
Of love surrounds
(Lets get away)

Love ain’t always the way they write in books
(No, no)
See there’s the good guys
And also heartbreak crooks
Your hearts the real book
Just take a look inside
‘Cause it’s a colorful illustrated guide

So there you go
Don’t worry
I’ll be the one
To help you weather the storm
I’ll be there mami
No matter what time
No matter what place
You can always count on me
I’ll take it from here

I came across this awesome blog, and seen this blazer & I almost had a heart attack! I just fell in love with it! If been dying to buy a hot pink, bright yellow & red blazers! But I can’t find any, anywhere!

I love blazers, the other day I bought this really cute cropped sequined tuxedo blazer from “Armani Exchange”. I love it, I love it, I love it! & I also bought this military style blazer I found randomly at forever21, the funny thing is…it doesn’t even look like Forever 21! haha.

Here’s the Armani Exchange tuxedo blazer I got the other day…

& here’s the blazer & vest I got from F21…

my style has changed a lot over the past year, I used to be really really flashy! I still am, but it’s in a mature way I guess, or something like that lol. I kinda toned it down on my accessories, I just got into buying broaches & pins! I STILL love huge, over-sized earrings, that probably will NEVER change ! lol. I’m starting to customize my own stuff again, like how i used to do when I was in elementary lol. I wish I had a grown up “Gembroidery” lmao.

My closet is still full of studs, rhinestones, sequins, glitter & metallics, but I learned how to not clash my garments. Less is more. Even though I toned it down, I still dress really crazy, my friends always tell me that I’m always “dressy”, but to me… I’m just me, LOL.

Also, I started wearing my natural hair again about a year ago, before I would wear big, long weaves even though it was the same length or shorter than my own natural hair, because I didn’t know how to take care of my hair. I learned which products to use on my hair, and I love it way better than weaves now. It’s harder to manage because I have so much, but I love the whole natural thing

On Monday, I decided to try a new hair style. When I used to wear weaves, I would buy really expensive premium indian hair… & I don’t even know why, when I could’ve saved myself SO MUCH MONEY, but just blow drying my own hair, & braiding it at night & unbraiding it in the morning and brushing it out. Like I did earlier this week, it actually came out cute! Everything think’s that I have a weave! LOL, even my mom was like “What kind of hair is that?”, I’m like MOM! the hair you birthed me with! haha. Here’s some photos from my hair INTENSE process!

Step one - Shampoo & Condition

Step two - Blow dry

Step three - Lightly flat iron & then braid 4 sections. - After a few hours take braids out & brush..

& that was the outcome! It only took me about it an hour total, to do my hair. I’m probably gonna start wearing my hair like this more often! It’s easier than washing it out everyday & having to comb out every one of them curls .

Well that’s pretty much it! well besides that I have a new job, wahoo… congrats to me.

Good Day yall!

I now see the rainbow after the rain STORM. I seen it coming, I knew everything would be alright :), I’m so happy! & I’m def, proud of myself. Seems like everyone around me was kind of going through something this month and last month… but everything turned out to be okay for all of us. So i’m actually proud of us all…thanks you guys for being there for me, you are appreciated !

I can’t wait for March! & I have a few projects coming up that I can’t wait to work on! *sigh* I’m wayy too excited LOL.

That’s just about it, I feel like screaming climbing on top of a mountain and screaming out THANK YOU.

P.S. - I was so happy, I went shopping. I thought I broke that habit…but nope. LMFAO….

I changed the theme up a bit the other day, it features some photos from Vogue Italia. I don’t know the models name, I just randomly ran across these pictures and had an idea to do something with them. I kinda got a lil inspired by the new Rihanna - Rude Boy video, with all the different colors and old skoo’ feel.

It’s almost midnight, that means it’s a new day in 4 minutes. I have a couple of things to take care of tomorrow, one of them is going to look for a car… Let’s hope I find one, it’s been forever! grrr…

Anyway, These are some photos I took of myself in my bedroom today…. Boredom = Random Photoshoot. LOL. Imagine me having a little sister? oh em gee I would dress her up and just always take pictures of her for my portfolio HAHAHAA…

Enjoy!

Fin.

I’m not too fond of relationships because I don’t like the feeling of letting someone have the responsibility of having my heart in their possession. Like my mother told me, “Most people won’t treat your belongings as they would treat their own, so don’t let anyone borrow anything of yours!”…and I’ve learned that, unfortunately the hard way. “Love is giving someone the ability to hurt you, but trusting them not to”. I don’t give my heart away easily, I’ve never actually gave my heart away at all…until….HA! Nevermind, I don’t even wanna talk about it. I’m just really iffy about the whole giving away my heart thing, if anyone’s gonna be breaking anything that’s mine…best believe it’s gonna be me! & of course, I couldn’t & wouldn’t break my own heart… so I’ll just keep it to myself, thank you very mucho.

The feeling of having someone that you care so much about betray you is almost like the worst feeling in the world…words couldn’t even explain. I don’t feel so much anymore like I did before, I guess because I’m just focused on other things that will actually benefit me… Not worrying about people/things that will get me nowhere…

I’m not the kind of person to go and chase after people they don’t wanna be in my life or who don’t want me to be in their life, that’s just not how I roll…I’m stronger & smarter than that. & it’s already hard enough for me to put my feeling’s out there for anyone, & it’s hard for me to talk about things sometimes, so I usually tend to keep things to myself… I’ll be sticking to my usual for sure now. Like I’ve said in previous blogs, “Good things fall apart so better things can fall together…” and also “everything happens for a reason”… you live & you learn… You learn to let go, and to move on & just not to worry about things anymore, whatever will be, will be. When you care about someone, you want them to be happy… even if it has nothing to do with you…

Yeah my heart was broken, but I had that shit insured….Everything’s good now, there’s no more tears on this pillow of mine. I hope you find whatever it is, you think your looking for…

A lil something I put together on www.polyvore.com

I can’t wait for spring, lately I’ve been wearing a bunch of black! It just became my favorite color all of a sudden. It just so happens that everything that all of the garments that I been buying lately and that I like a lot have been black! I can’t wait for spring, I cant wait to wear yellows & greens!

Circle skirts, sandals & open toe shoes, spring knits & of course… I DON’T HAVE TO WEAR THE OUTFIT RUINERS AKA THE JACKET/COAT/UMBRELLAS lol. I cannot waaaaaaaaaaaaait!

I can’t wait to see the rest of the month has in store for me. Today, hopefully I’ll find out some really really good GREAT news about something that’s hopefully going to be happening. *fingers are crossed*, I hope everything goes as planned! If it doesn’t, It’s okay… everything happens for a reason. Well, it’s not okay… that just means I have to try harder because I’m pretty much not going to give up until I get what I want… & trust me… I ALWAYS get what I want… I’m just a spoiled little brat, but I deserve it so…arrest me for getting what I worked oh so hard for.

Anyway, this Valentine’s Day was pretty awesome! I had the best Valentine ever, of course my favorite person ever… Rica! Saturday I had so much fun, we went to this lounge called “Madam Royale”… it was pretty chill. We had a lil bit to drink, hahahaha…. we definitely busted out the “Michael Jackson - Beat It” routine, oh em gee! They also played one of my favorite songs “Mark Ronson feat. Daniel Merriweather - Stop Me“, yeah I went crazy ahahha. Too much fun!

Sunday (Valentines Day), we took eachother the movies to go see “Valentines Day” at L.A. Live downtown. It was such a cute movie, of course me being a chick flick lover, I simply adored it! We also, snuck in our Denny’s into the movie theater….yeah #thuglife. haha. I wish Holly could have gotten to come with us, but there’s always next time!

Instead of going out, I ended up just staying at home…I had a pretty okay week.

Happy Monday my CML visitors

- P.S. - never lose faith, random…yeah I know, just a thought ;).

Tonight we will kick up our heels and toast to the those who love us, the losers who lost us and the lucky bastards who will someday get us. (o=

-Rica

Even though everything isn’t perfect right at this second thats okay. Everything was great before just not too long ago, but we all have our downfalls… that’s just life. It’s up to me to just stop for a second, look in the mirror and say to myself… “Tiffany. This is all just a lesson, learn from it and keep it pushin’“. Being negative about things wont make anything better, it’s just gonna attract more negative energy. I’m always a positive person, and it’s genuine. I’m just an overall nice and happy person, and I love being me.

But like everyone, I have my ups & downs. I’ve just been stuck in my room, just thnking about things… and I let it get to me a few days ago. I’m fine now, I learned to look at beyond what I see right now. Everything will be alright! I am blessed with lots of other things, so I can’t really complain just because 1-2-3 things went wrong… (even if it’s all at once). This is only temporary and it’s not gonna last long.

Life is what you make it… If you get down, PICK YOURSELF UP! Talk to someone, listen to good music, do something productive, paint, SMILE, read a book, write a song, write in your diary, go take a walk on the beach or at the park, HELL go party lmao, just do something. It’s better than sitting at home, moping and sad thinking about things that you can’t fix.

I love my friends right now, they’re really great, I haven’t really had people in my life like them. Everything is mutual, we can talk to each other about anything and everything and there’s no judgements, they are there to listen to me and help me and give good advice and I do the same for them. I’ve never actually had friends like that before…

I’m still happy, I still have a smile on my face because everything will be just fine. I’m a fighter and I don’t give up easily… & I’m gonna make sure that everything will fall back into place, I will find a solution…

P.S. - Here are some fun photos from recent festivities!

Def’s video shoot, Prep Jerks party & Rica’s Bday get together …

Today, British fashion designer Alexander Mcqueen was found dead. I read that he commited suicide! Way to start off New York Fashion Week, right? It’s definitely not going to be the same…

His designs are A-M-A-Z-I-N-G, I’ve never seen anything like his stuff. I remember just last month when Rica and I took our Vegas trip, we walked into his store and I fell in love with everything. But of course I don’t have any Alexander Mcqueen money, so i had no choice but to stare! lol. I had like a fashion orgasm looking at these one pair of leggings…

He will definitely be missed and not forgotten! If you seen the Grammy’s last week, then I’m sure you caught Lady Gaga performing in his designs. She also wore his pieces in her “Bad Romance” video..I’m sure you’ve all seen the crazy shoes!

His mother died about a month ago, maybe that had something to do with it?

Here’s a look at some of his awesome designs…

R.I.P. <333